Thus saith the Lord of Hosts. Take these evidences and put them in an earthen vessel that they may continue many days. Jeremiah 32:14
For there is nothing veiled which shall not be revealed, and hidden which shall not be made known. Matthew 10:26
Jesus saith, “Everything that is not before thy face and that which is hidden from thee, shall be revealed to thee. For there is nothing hidden that shall not be made manifest, nor buried that shall not be raised.” 1st Book of Enoch ch. CIV 12
And now I know this mystery, that sinners will alter and pervert the words of righteousness in many ways, and will speak wicked words, and lie, and practice great deceits, and write books concerning their words. But when they write down truthfully all my words in their languages, and do not change or minish aught from my words but write them all down truthfully – all that I first testified concerning them. Then, I know another mystery, that books will be given to the righteous and the wise to become a cause of joy and uprightness and much wisdom. And to them shall the books be given, and they shall believe in them and rejoice over them, and then shall all the righteous who have learnt therefrom all the paths of uprightness be recompensed. Book of Enoch ch. CIV 10-13.
Previously I have made reference to texts that may be unfamiliar to some readers. When the Catholic Church was in its ascendancy, it sought to eliminate all competition and all texts that gave different interpretations to religious matters other than their own. They collected the texts and burned them. But through divine intervention, some of them were buried to preserve them for future generations – for our generation – for these specific times. To me, the New Testament of the Bible is disappointing due to the paucity of Jesus actual words. When I discovered the Gospel of the Holy Twelve, which was also known as the Gospel of the Hebrews and the Gospel of Matthew, I was ecstatic because I could hear Jesus voice come through the words. This is a text that was found in the 1800’s in a Buddhist monastery in the East. This Gospel can be found for free online and is also available in book form. I think most people would agree with me that it is most likely the original text that the New Testament was formed from. We go now to selections from that text;
The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 8
The Baptism of Iesu Maria the Christ
AND it was in the midst of the summer, the tenth month. Then came Jesus from Galilee to Jordan unto John, to be baptized of him. But John forbade him, saying, ‘I have need to be baptized of thee, and comest thou to me?’ And Jesus answering said unto him, ‘suffer it to be so now, for thus it becometh us to fulfill all righteousness.’ Then he suffered him. And Jesus, when he was baptized, went up straightway out of the water; and, lo, the heavens were opened unto him, and a bright cloud stood over him, and from behind the cloud Twelve Rays of light, and thence in the form of a Dove, the Spirit of God descending and lighting upon him. And, lo, a voice from heaven saying, ‘This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased; this day have I begotten thee.’ (my emphasis)
And John bare witness of him, saying, ‘This was he of whom I spoke, He that cometh after me is preferred before me, for he was before me. And of his fullness have all we received, and grace for grace. For the law was in part given by Moses, but grace and truth cometh in fullness by Jesus Christ.’
No man hath seen God at any time. The only begotten which cometh from the bosom of the Eternal in the same is God revealed. And this is the record of John, when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, ‘Who art thou?’ And he deified not, but confessed ‘I am not the Christ.’
And they asked him, ‘What then? Art thou Elias?’ And he saith ‘I am not.’ ‘Art thou that prophet of whom Moses spoke?’ And he answered, ‘no.’ Then said they unto him, ‘Who art thou that we may give an answer to them that sent us? What sayest thou of thyself?’ And he said, ‘I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness, “Make straight the way of the Holy One”, as said the Prophet Esaias.’ And they which were sent were of the Pharisees, and they asked him and said unto him, ‘Why baptizes thou then, if thou be not that Christ nor Elias neither that prophet of whom Moses spoke?’ John answered them, saying, ‘I baptize with water; but there standeth one among you, whom ye know not, He shall baptize with water and with fire. He it is who coming after me is preferred before me, whose shoe’s latchet I am not worthy to unloose.’
These things were done in Bethabara, beyond Jordan, where John was baptizing. And Jesus began at this time to be thirty years of age, being after the flesh indeed the son of Joseph and Mary, but after the Spirit the Christ, the Son of God, the Father and Mother Eternal, as was declared by the spirit of holiness with power. And Joseph was the son of Jacob (Boaz) and Elisheba, and Mary was the daughter of Eli (called Joachim) and Anna, who were the children of David and Bathsheba, of Judah and Shela, of Jacob and Leah, of Isaac and Rebecca, of Abraham and Sarah, of Seth and Ma ’at, of Adam and Eve, who were the children of God. And in the eighteenth year of his age, Jesus was espoused unto Miriam, a virgin of the tribe of Judah with whom he lived seven years, and she died, for God took her, that he might go on to the higher things which he had to do and to suffer for the sons and daughters of men.
And Jesus, after that he had finished his study of the law, went down again into Egypt that he might learn of the wisdom of the Egyptians, even as Moses did. And going into the desert, he meditated and fasted and prayed, and obtained the power of the Holy Name, by which he wrought many miracles. And for seven years he conversed with God face to face, and he learned the language of birds and of beasts, and the healing powers of trees, and of herbs, and of flowers, and the hidden secrets of precious stones, and he learned the motions of the sun and the moon and the stars, and the powers of the letters, and mysteries of the square and the circle and the transmutation of things, and of forms, and of numbers, and of signs. From thence he returned to Nazareth to visit his parents, and he taught there and in Jerusalem as an accepted rabbi, even in the temple, none hindering him. And after a time, he went into Assyria and India and into Persia and into the land of the Chaldeans. And he visited their temples and conversed with their priests and their wise men for many years, doing many wonderful works, healing the sick as he passed through their countries.”
The next scripture was heart-breaking to me when I first read it, because I was raised a devout Christian and had heard all my life that Jesus died on the cross to save us from our sins.
The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 33
By the Shedding of Blood of Others Is No Remission of Sins
“Jesus was teaching his disciples in the outer court of the Temple and one of them said unto him: ‘Master, it is said by the priests that without shedding of blood there is no remission. Can then the blood offering of the law take away sin?’ And Jesus answered: ‘No blood offering, of beast or bird or man can take away sin, for how can the conscience be purged from sin by the shedding of innocent blood? Nay, it will increase the condemnation. The priests indeed receive such offering as a reconciliation of the worshippers for the trespasses against the Law of Moses, but for sins against the Law of God there can be no remission, save by repentance and amendment. Is it not written in the prophets; ‘Put your blood sacrifices to your burnt offerings, and away with them, and cease ye from the eating of flesh, for I spake not to your fathers nor commanded them, when I brought them out of Egypt, concerning these things?’ But this thing I commanded saying:’
‘Obey my voice and walk in the ways that I have commanded you, and ye shall be my people, and it shall be well with you.’ But they hearkened not, nor inclined their ear. And what doth the Eternal command you but to do justice, love mercy and walk humbly with your God? Is it not written that in the beginning God ordained the fruits of the trees and the seeds and the herbs to be food for all flesh? But they have made the House of Prayer a den of thieves, and for the pure Oblation with incense, they have polluted my altars with blood, and eaten of the flesh of the slain. But I say unto you: Shed no innocent blood nor eat ye flesh. Walk uprightly, love mercy, and do justly, and your days shall be long in the land.”
The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 88
The Eighth Day after the Resurrection
“And after seven days again, his disciples were within the upper room; then came Jesus, the doors being shut, and stood in their midst and said, ‘Peace be unto you’, and he was known unto them in the holy Memorial. And he said unto them. ‘Love ye one another and all the creatures of God. Yet I say unto you, not all are men, who are in the form of man. Are they men or women in the image of God whose ways are ways of violence, of oppression and wrong, who choose a lie rather than the truth? Nay, verily, till they are born again, and receive the Spirit of Love and Wisdom within their hearts. Then only are they sons and daughters of Israel, and being of Israel they are children of God, and for this cause came I into the world, and for this I have suffered at the hands of sinners. These are the words which I spake unto you, while I was yet with you, that all things must be fulfilled which were written in the Law of Moses and in the prophets, and in the psalms, concerning me.’ And Jesus said, ‘I stood in the midst of the world, and in the flesh was I seen and heard, and I found all men glutted with their own pleasures, and drunk with their own follies, and none found I hungry or thirsty for the wisdom which is of God. My soul grieves over the sons and daughters of men because they are blind in their heart and in their soul are they deaf and hear not my voice.’
Then opened he their understanding, that they might understand the scriptures. And said unto them; ‘Thus it is written and thus it behooved the Christ to suffer and to rise from the dead after the third day. And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in my name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem. And ye are witnesses of these things. And, behold, I send the promise of my Parent upon you, even of my Father One with my Mother, whom ye have not seen on the Earth. For I say unto you of a truth, as the whole world have been ruined by the sin and vanity of woman, so by the simplicity and truth of woman shall it be saved, even by you shall it be saved. Rejoice therefore and be ye glad, for ye are more blessed than all who are on Earth, for it is ye, my twelve thousand who shall save the whole world. Again I say unto you when the great tyrant and all the seven tyrants began to fight in vain against the Light, they knew not with whom or what they fought. For they saw nothing beyond a dazzling Light, and when they fought they expended their strength one against another, and so it is. For this cause I took a fourth part of their strength, so that they might not have such power, and prevail in their evil deeds.”
In the previous, it is stated that the door to the room is shut, but Jesus came into the room. I believe this is showing that he was in a spirit body. In the Jeshua channelings, Jesus describes how he was able to de-materialize his body and then remake another more spiritual body that still had substance. I believe this is the reason why Mary Magdalene at first didn’t recognize Jesus in the Garden after his crucifixion. Regardless, Jesus re-constituted his body in some way and most certainly was victorious over physical death. Many authors who claim to be ‘insiders’ say that Jesus’ family said that he did not die through his crucifixion. They could not be more wrong. It was in the spirit world after he died that he confronted and fought with Yaldabaoth and the other archons as spoken of previously. When Jesus said that the whole world was ruined by the sin and vanity of woman, I believe he was referring to Pistis Sophia, because she caused a flawed creation when she didn’t ask the Infinite Spirit for permission, or work with her syzygy in doing so. I don’t believe he was speaking of Eve.
Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 93
“And another spake, saying, ‘Master, if one have committed a sin, can a man remit or retain his sin?’ And Jesus said, ‘God forgiveth all sin to those who repent, but as ye sow, so also must ye reap; Neither God nor man can remit the sins of those who repent nor forsake their sins; nor yet retain the sins of those who forsake them. But if one being in the spirit seeth clearly that any repent and forsake their sins, such may truly say unto the penitent, ‘Thy sins are forgiven thee’, for all sin is remitted by repentance and amendment and they are loosed from it, who forsake it and bound to it, who continue it. Nevertheless the fruits of the sin must continue for a season, for as we sow so must we reap, for God is not mocked, and they who sow to the flesh shall reap corruption, they who sow to the spirit shall reap life everlasting. Wherefore if any forsake their sins and confess them, let the presbyter say unto such in this wise, ‘may God forgive thee thy sins, and bring thee to everlasting life’. All sin against God is forgiven by God, and sin against man by man.”
Jesus foretold that the Christian religion would be corrupted. He said;
“But there shall arise after you, men of perverse minds who shall through ignorance or through craft, suppress many things which I have spoken unto you, and lay to me things which I never taught, sowing tares among the good wheat which I have given you to sow in the world.
Then shall the truth of God endure the contradiction of sinners, for thus it hath been, and thus it will be. But the time cometh when the things which they have hidden shall be revealed and made known and the truth shall make free those which were bound.”
The Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 95
“And Jesus after he had shewed himself alive to his disciples after his resurrection and sojourned with them for ninety days teaching and speaking of the Kingdom, and the things pertaining to the Kingdom of God and had finished all things that he had to do, led forth the twelve with Mary Magdalene and Joseph his father and Mary his mother and the other holy women as far as Bethany to a mountain called Olivet, where he had appointed them. And when they saw him as he stood in the midst of them, they worshipped him, but some doubted. And Jesus spake unto them, saying, ‘Behold, I have chosen you from among men, and have given you the Law, and the Word of truth. I have set you as the light of the world, and as a city that cannot be hid. But the time cometh when darkness shall cover the Earth, and gross darkness the people, and the enemies of truth and righteousness shall rule in my Name, and set up a kingdom of this world, and oppress the peoples, and cause the enemy to blaspheme, putting for my doctrines the opinions of men, and teaching in my Name that which I have not taught, and darkening much that I have taught by their traditions. But be of good cheer, for the time will also come when the truth they have hidden shall be manifested, and the light shall shine, and the darkness shall pass away, and the true kingdom shall be established which shall be in the world, but not of it, and the Word of righteousness and love shall go forth from the center, even the holy city of Mount Zion, and the Mount which is in the land of Egypt shall be known as an altar of witness unto the Lord. And now I go to my Parent and your Parent, my God and your God. But ye, tarry in Jerusalem, and abide in prayer, and after seven days ye shall receive power from on high, and the promise of the Holy Spirit shall be fulfilled unto you, and ye shall go forth from Jerusalem unto all the tribes of Israel and to the uttermost parts of the Earth.’
And having said these things, he lifted up his pure and holy hands and blessed them. And it came to pass that while he blessed them, he was parted from them, and a cloud, as the sun in brightness, received him out of their sight, and as he went up some held him by the feet and others worshipped him, falling to the Earth on their faces. And while they gazed steadfastly into heaven, behold two stood by them in white apparel, and said, ‘Ye men of Israel, why stand ye gazing into the heaven; this same Jesus who is taken from you in a cloud, and as ye have seen him go into heaven, so shall he come again to the Earth.’
Then returned they unto Jerusalem from the Mount of Olives, which is from the city a Sabbath day’s journey. And as they returned they missed Mary Magdalene, and they looked for her, but found her not. And some of the disciples said, ‘The Master hath taken her, and they marveled and were in great awe.’ Now it was midsummer when Jesus ascended into heaven, and he had not yet attained his fiftieth year, for it was needful that seven times seven years should be fulfilled in his life. Yea, that he might be perfected by the suffering of all experiences, and be an example unto all, to children and parents, to the married and the celibates, to youth and those of full age, yea, and unto all ages and conditions of mortal life.”
In this scripture, we learn that Jesus father Joseph was alive at the time of Jesus’ crucifixion. He disappears from the Bible previous to that. There has been an intentional removal of evidence of Jesus family from the Bible. Jesus had at least four brothers and two sisters, something that is barely touched on in the Bible. This last verse infers that Jesus did marry and father children, so that he could suffer all of human experiences during his lifetime. Christians are taught that he was thirty-three when he died, but that number, I am pretty sure, is just part of the gematria number code used in the Bible and not his actual age. Need I mention that the disciples believed Jesus had taken Mary Magdalene with him?
Gospel of the Holy Twelve; Lection 96
The Pouring Out Of the Spirit
“And as the disciples were gathered together in the upper room when they returned from the Mount, they all continued with one accord in prayer and supplication, and their number was about one hundred and twenty. And in that day James stood up and said; ‘Men and brethren, it is known unto you how the Lord, before he left us, chose Peter to preside over us and watch over us in his name, and how it must needs be that one of those who have been with us and a witness to his resurrection be chosen and appointed to take his place.’ And they chose two called Barsabas and Matthias, and they prayed and said, ‘Thou lord, who knowest the hearts of all men, shew which of these two thou hast chosen to take part in this Apostleship from which thou dost raise thy servant Peter to preside over us.’ And they gave forth their lots, and the lot fell upon Matthias, and the Twelve received him, and he was numbered among the Apostles. Then John and James separated Peter from their number by laying on of hands, that he might preside over them in the Name of the Lord, saying, ‘Brother be thou as a hewn stone, six squared. Even thou, Petros, which art Petra, bearing witness to the truth on every side.’
And to the Apostles were given staves to guide their steps in the ways of truth, and crowns of glory withal, and to the Prophets burning lamps to shew light on the path and censers with fire, and to the Evangelists the Book of the Holy Law to recall the people to the first principles, and to the Pastors were given the cup and platter to feed and nourish the flock. But to none was given aught that was not given to all, for all were one priesthood under the Christ as their Master Great High Priest in the Temple of God; and to the Deacons were given baskets that they might carry therein the things needful for the holy worship. And the number was about one hundred and twenty, Peter presiding over them. And when the third day had fully come they were all with one accord in the one place, and as they prayed there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind and the room in which they were assembled was shaken, and it filled the place. And there appeared cloven tongues of flame like fire, and sat upon the head of each of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak with tongues as the Spirit gave them utterance.
And Peter stood up and preached the Law of Christ unto the multitude of all nations and tongues who were gathered together by the report of what had been seen and heard, each man hearing in his own tongue wherein he was born. And of them that listened there were gathered unto the Church that day, three thousand souls, and they received the Holy Law, repented of their sins, and were baptized and continued steadfastly in the Apostles’ fellowship and worship, and the Oblation and prayers. And they who believed gave up their possessions, and had all things in common and abode together in one place, shewing the love and the goodness of God to their brothers and sisters and to all creatures, and working with their hands for the common weal. And from these there were called twelve to be Prophets with the Apostles, and twelve to be Evangelists and twelve to be Pastors, and their Helps were added unto them, and Deacons of the Church Universal, and they numbered one hundred and twenty. And thus was the Tabernacle of David set up, with living men filled with goodness, even as the Master had shewn unto them.
And to the Church in Jerusalem was given James the Lord’s brother for its president and Angel, and under him four and twenty priests in a fourfold ministry, and helpers and deacons also. And after six days many came together, and there were added six thousand men and women who received the holy Law of Love, and they received the word with gladness. And as they gathered together on the Lord’s Day after the Sabbath was past, and were offering the holy Oblation, they missed Mary and Joseph, the parents of Jesus. And they made search but found them not. And some of them said, ‘Surely the Lord hath taken them away, as he did Magdalene. And they were filled with awe, and sung praises to God.’ And the Spirit of God came upon the apostles and the prophets with them and, remembering what the Lord had taught them, with one voice they confessed and praised God, saying;
‘We believe in one God: the Infinite, the Secret Fount, the Eternal Parent of whom are all things invisible and visible. The All in all, through all, around all. The holy Twain, in whom all things consist; who hath been, who is, who shall be. We believe in one Lord our Lady, the perfect holy Christ, God of God, Light of Light begotten. Our Lord, the Father, Spouse and Son. Our Lady the Mother, Bride and Daughter. Three modes in one essence undivided: One biune trinity. That God may be manifest as the Father, Spouse and Son of every soul: and that every soul may be perfected as the Mother, Bride and Daughter of God. And this by ascent of the soul into the spirit and the descent of the spirit into the soul. Who cometh from Heaven, and is incarnate of the Virgin ever blessed, in Jesu-Maria and every Christ of God: and is born and teacheth the way of life and suffereth under the world rulers, and is crucified, and is buried and descendeth into hell. Who riseth again and ascendeth into glory; from thence giving light and life to all.
We believe in the Sevenfold Spirit of God, the Life-Giver: Who proceedeth from the holy Twain. Who cometh upon Jesu-Maria and all that are faithful to the light within: Who dwelleth in the Church, the Israel Elect of God. Who cometh ever into the world and lighteth every soul that seeks. Who giveth the law which judgeth the living and the dead, who speaketh by the prophets of every age and clime. We believe in one holy universal and apostolic church: the witness to all truth, the receiver and giver of the same. Begotten of the spirit and fire of God. Nourished by the waters, seeds and fruits of Earth. Who by the Spirit of Life, her twelve books and sacraments, her holy words and works: knitteth together the Elect in one mystical communion and atoneth humanity with God. Making us partakers of the divine life and substance: betokening the same in holy Symbols.
And we look for the coming of the Universal Christ and the Kingdom of Heaven wherein dwelleth righteousness. And the holy City whose gates are Twelve: wherein are the Temple and Altar of God. Whence proceed three Orders in four-fold ministry: to teach all truth and offer the daily sacrifice of praise. As in the inner so in the outer: as in the great so in the small. As above, so below: as in Heaven so in Earth. We believe in the purification of the soul: through many births and experiences. The Resurrection from the dead: and the Life everlasting of the just. The Ages of Age: and Rest in God forever.'”
Pamela Kribbe was asked this by an interviewer; “Jeshua takes great care to separate himself (his Earth life as Jeshua) from Jesus as portrayed in the Bible, what would you say is the key difference between their portrayals?” She answers that the greatest difference, “is with his portrayal by Church tradition.” She says that in the Bible, the stories are interpreted by humans with their own cultural and psychological backgrounds projected onto the material. She says that according to the Church’s interpretation, Jeshua appears, “as a deified figure, being closer to and more like God than us.” And that to underline his special position, “he is said to have died for our sins.” She goes on to say that Jeshua as he presents himself to her, wants us to know that, “we are as close to God as he is, that he was human as we are, and that he died not to take away our sins, but simply because ruling authorities were opposed to him, like they have been opposed throughout history to freethinkers and teachers of the heart.” She says that according to Jeshua, no one needs to take away our sins, and what we call ‘sins’ “are areas of ignorance and fear which are part of the human experience.” Pamela says that we are here to gracefully transcend them and enjoy the journey Home. She tells us that we are granted to be “fully human” by Jeshua.
From Pamela’s website; Pamela asks: Jeshua, who are you?
”I am the one who has been among you and who you have come to know as Jesus. I am not the Jesus of your church tradition or the Jesus of your religious writings. I am Jeshua-ben-Joseph; I have lived as a man of flesh and blood. I did reach Christ consciousness before you, but I was supported in this by powers which are beyond your imagination at present. My coming was a cosmic event – I made myself available for this.’ ‘It wasn’t easy. I did not succeed in my endeavors to pass on to people the immensity of God’s love. There was much misunderstanding. I came too early, but someone had to come. My coming was like throwing a stone in a large fishpond. All fish flee and the stone sinks into the deep. There are ripples noticeable long after though. One might say that the kind of consciousness I wished to convey, did its work underground after that. At the surface of the pool there were constant ruffles; well-meant but misguided interpretations rose to meet and fight each other in my name. The ones who were touched by my energy, moved by the impulse of Christ energy, could not really integrate it with their psychological and physical reality.
It has taken a long time before Christ consciousness could set foot on Earth. But now the time has come. And I have returned and speak through many, through all and to everyone who wants to hear me and who has come to understand me from the quietness of their hearts. I do not preach and I do not judge. My sincerest hope is to speak to you of the vast and unfailing presence of Love, accessible to you at any time. I am part of a much larger consciousness, a greater entity, but I, Jeshua, am the incarnated part of that entity (or field of consciousness).
I do not like the name Jesus much, for it has become so caught up with a distorted version of what I stand for. ‘Jesus’ is owned by the church traditions and authorities. He has been molded to fit the interests of the church patriarchs for centuries, so much so that the prevailing image of Jesus is now so far removed from what I represent, that it would truly please me if you could just let it go and release me from that heritage. I am Jeshua, man of flesh and blood. I am your friend and brother. I am familiar with being human in every way. I am teacher and friend. Do not fear me. Embrace me like you’d embrace one of your kin. We are family.”
Jeshua talks about the Christ energy on Pamela’s website;
“The Christ energy that I came to offer you stems from a collective energy that has gone beyond the world of duality. This means that it recognizes the opposites of good and bad, light and dark, giving and taking, as the aspects of one and the same energy. Living from the reality of Christ consciousness means that there is no struggle with anything. There is a complete acceptance of reality. This absence of struggle or resistance is its main characteristic. Since Christ (or the Christ energy) recognizes the extremes of all thoughts, feelings and actions as the manifestation of the one divine energy, there can be no duality, no judgment in the way ‘he’ (the Christed energy) experiences reality.
Let’s give an example here. When the Christ in you watches an armed conflict between people, her heart weeps for the fate of the beaten one, but she does not judge. She feels the pain and humiliation with each blow, and her heart is filled with compassion, but she does not judge. She watches the offender, the one with the gun, who has power, who inflicts pain, and she feels the hatred and bitterness inside of him, and her heart grieves, but she does not judge. The heart of Christ embraces the whole spectacle with deeply felt compassion, but without judgment, for she recognizes all aspects as experiences she has gone through herself. She herself has lived out all of these roles, of offender and victim, of master and slave, and she has come to the understanding that she is neither of them, but that which underlies both.
The Christ energy has passed through all the energies of duality. It identified itself now with the dark, then with the light, but through it all, something remained the same. And when she realized this “sameness” underlying all her experiences, her consciousness obtained a new kind of unity: it was “Christed”. The Christed energy was the energy I came to offer you. Who I was is quite difficult to explain. I will try so by distinguishing between three ‘identities’: Jeshua, Jesus, and Christ. I, the one who is now speaking, am Jeshua. I was the human being who carried the Christ energy in my incarnation on Earth. This energy may also be called Christ. Jesus – in my terminology – is the name for the Godlike man who was the result of the infusion of Christ energy into the physical and psychological reality of Jeshua. This Christ energy was poured into Jeshua from spheres of Light which are – from your standpoint – located in your future.
Jesus was the man who performed miracles and put forward prophesies. Jesus was an emissary from the spheres of light, incarnated in me. In fact, he was my future self. Jesus was, from my perspective as the man Jeshua living on Earth, my future self, who had become one with the Christ energy. Because the Christ in him was clearly present and visible to many people around him, he appeared to them as divine.
I, Jeshua, was a man of flesh and blood. The unique and to some extent artificial aspect of the “Jesus-construction” was that I received his/my Christed self from the future. I did not become Christed on the basis of my past and the experiences therein. I did not achieve enlightenment in a natural way, but by means of an intervention from outside so to speak, by an infusion of Christ energy from the future. I had agreed to play this role before I began this lifetime. I agreed to be ‘overshadowed’ by the Jesus presence, as an act of service, and also because of a deeply felt longing to get to know the reality of my deepest potentials. Jesus, my future self from the spheres of light, had become one with the Christ energy. Yet he did not represent the entire energy of Christ here on Earth, for this energy encompasses more than Jesus. He is one part or cell of it.
Christ or the Christ energy (it is more like an energy field than a personal entity) is a collective energy which has many aspects or “cells”, which are cooperating in such a way that they function as one “organism”. All cells make a unique contribution to the whole and experience themselves as individuals while being part of the whole as well. One might call these several aspects of the Christ energy angels or arch-angels. It is the hallmark of angels that they have a sense of individuality as well as a high-degree of selflessness, which allows them to feel one with collective energies and be joyfully in their service.
Jesus was an energy from the future who came to Earth to bring illumination and knowledge to humanity. He came from another world or even dimension, and he brought with him the elevated energy of this reality. His awareness of his own Greater Self remained intact while he incarnated on Earth. Because of his presence in me, Jeshua, I could easily realize the flexibility of material laws and “perform miracles”. The reason why the Jesus/Jeshua personality came to Earth was to create an opening or doorway to a different state of consciousness. I wanted to set an example of the possibilities that are available to each human being.
In the spheres of light where Jesus came from, it was felt that the Earth was going into a direction which would end up in great darkness and self-alienation for the souls involved in the Earth experiment. It was decided that a powerful impetus for change was going to be given which would clearly show human beings the choices available to them. By sending the energy personality of Jesus, we wanted to hold up a mirror to human beings and remind them of their own divine origin and the dormant potentials they carried within. The potentials for peace, freedom and mastership over yourself.
Every human being is the master of his own reality. You are creating your own reality all the time. You are able to let go of a miserable or unsatisfying reality and allow Light to enter and transform your creation. Man is his own master, but he tends to give his power away to outside authorities who claim to know the truth and to want the best for you. This happens in politics, medicine, education, and etcetera. Also, your “entertainment industry” is full of false images about happiness, success and beauty, which serve no one except the ones who construct them. Have you ever thought about how much money is spent just creating images? In the media, the newspapers, the movies, on radio and television, images are spread all the time. Where do these images come from? Why are they there? Who designs them? Images are a means of exerting power over people. Images can make people subservient and disconnected from their true needs, without the use of physical force or violence. Images can make people voluntarily give away their own power and self-worth. They delude you in such a way that you need not be violently forced into anything; you will accept the values portrayed by the image as your own and act accordingly. This is what we would call invisible mind-control and it is rampant among your ‘free’ western societies.
The function of Light is primarily to bring clarity, awareness and transparency to the invisible structures of thought and feeling that shape your life. Light is the opposite of mind-control. Where Light enters a reality, it breaks the bonds of mere power and authority and it breaks down the hierarchies based on it. It holds misuse of power up to the light and it frees people of delusions and illusions that take away their power for self-determination.
Jesus was a threat to the ruling order at the time he lived. By what he told people and sheerly by what he radiated, he caused structures of power to be seen for what they truly were. This was unbearable and unacceptable for the existing hierarchy. The role of Light worker, which Jesus took upon him, was heavy; especially for me, Jeshua, the human being who agreed to carry this intense, bright energy in my lifetime. I, Jeshua, was almost overshadowed by the force of Jesus’ presence, the presence of my future self! Although it filled me with great insights, love and inspiration, it was quite a challenge physically to carry or “hold” his energy. I could not really integrate his energy into my physical being – the cells in my body were ‘not ready’ for it yet – so on a physical level my body got exhausted from carrying these intense energies of Light. Apart from the physical aspect, there was also a psychological burden to carrying the Christ energy. I found it very hard to watch the nature of the Christ energy being misunderstood frequently, even by my closest friends or ‘disciples’.
As the human being that I was, I sometimes became desperate and doubted the value of the journey I undertook. I felt that the world was not ready for the Christed energy. I felt that its essence was not recognized. Jesus was truly a pioneer in his time. By the coming of Jesus to Earth, a seed was planted. It was the seed of the Christ energy. People were moved by what I said and did, and unconsciously, at the soul-level, they did recognize the Christ energy. Deep within their souls, a memory was stirred. Something was touched and set in motion. At the surface, on the level of what can be seen and felt in the physical world, my coming created much commotion. In virtue of the law of duality, the powerful infusion of Light creates a powerful reaction from the Dark. This is just a matter of logic. Light is confronting. It wants to break structures of power and set the imprisoned energies free. Darkness is the energy that wants to suppress and control. So these two energies have opposing interests. Where one gains in power, the other will strike back to defend itself and regain balance.
Thus, my coming to Earth also initiated much struggle and violence, as a counter reaction to the Light I came to spread. The persecution of my followers, the early Christians, is one example of this violent counter reaction. But the Christians themselves, the founders of the Church, did not shun violence either in their pursuit to spread my teachings. Think of the Crusades and the Inquisition. In the name of Christ, the most barbaric deeds of darkness have been performed, by Christians as well as non-Christians.
An important reason for my coming was to awaken the light worker souls on Earth. (See the other channeled material for an explanation of the notion of light worker). They would be most sensitive and receptive of my energy, although many had become lost in the density and darkness of the Earth plane as well. Light workers are in fact emissaries of Light with the same mission as Jesus. The difference is that in their incarnation in a physical body, they are less connected to their wider divine Self than I was. They are more subject to the karmic burdens and illusions of the Earth plane. They are more bound to the past. With the incarnation of Jesus, something special was occurring. Jesus did not carry any karmic burdens from the past and he could therefore more easily keep in touch with his divinity. He was here in a somewhat artificial way, a presence from the future, being here and there at the same time.
The consciousness of the beings of Light which jointly decided to ‘insert’ the energy of Jesus into Earth reality at the time was not perfect and all-knowing. Every conscious being is in the process of developing and understanding itself all the time. Among humans, there is a persistent belief that everything is predestined by some divine plan; behind this belief is the notion of a dominant, omniscient God. This notion is false. There is no predestination by an outside force. There are only probabilities which are the result from inner choices you yourself make. My coming to Earth was based on a decision made by a collective energy of light, which Jesus was a part of. It was a choice that involved risks and an unpredictable outcome.
The collective energy of light I am speaking of is an angelic realm that is deeply connected to humanity and Earth because it helped to create man and Earth. Actually, you are part of them and not separate from them at all, but we are now speaking multidimensionally, i.e. on a level of consciousness that is outside of your linear framework of time. In another dimension or framework of time, you are these angels that make up the spheres of light, from which Jesus descended to Earth. (See the last chapter of the Light worker series (‘Your Light Self’) for an in-depth explanation of multidimensionality and your angelic nature).You – light workers, are much more interconnected with ‘the Jesus event’, this infusion of Christ energy on Earth, than you suppose. It was to some extent a collective endeavor, to which you all contributed, and from which I, Jeshua, was the visible, physical representative.
My message was that the Christ energy is present in all human beings as a seed. When you look up to me as some kind of authority, you have mis-understood my message. I wished and still wish to invite you to believe in yourself, to find the truth within your own heart, and not to believe in any authority outside of you. Ironically, the official Christian religion has placed me outside of your reality as an authority to worship and obey. This is quite the opposite of what I intended. I intended to show you that you can be a living Christ yourself. I now ask you to recognize the Christ within, and to return to me my humanness. I am Jeshua, man of flesh and blood, and truly a friend and brother to you all.”